okay so Friday I got off work and we were supposed to go to the grocery store and then come home and watch Hunger Games. at the last second Alexis decided she did not want to stay the night at my moms so she came home, I had asked Robert to install the new kitchen sink faucet so that we can finish dishes and it took about 3 hours for him to do because World of Warcraft was super important and I just ended up super frustrated took a shower and went to bed. Saturday we got up and I took Alexis to her hip hop dance class, its a one month thing just to see if they like it before you make the expense of commitment. immediately after that we had to pick Robert up and then go to another banquet hall to meet up with his parents. the place that we went on Saturday was fantastic and everything that we would have wanted. we knew that we wanted it but his parents wanted us to pick the Epicurean house that we saw on Thursday so instead of letting us make a decision then and there they had to come back to their house to discuss it. In the end we buy our decision and we have now booked the hall that we liked from Saturday.
I don’t remember a whole lot more from Saturday I know we went to Walmart so I could buy more of the kind of flowers that I want to use in my bouquet, we watched The Hunger Games and Fight Club, alexis was supposed to stay the night across the street at her friends house but she ended up coming home because she missed us. Sunday morning Roberts mom came over so he can help her fix something on her car we talked a little bit about the wedding and then we went to my nephews 16th birthday party and then came home and looked up reception only invitations.
the whole weekend so kind of like a blur and I felt slightly irritated all weekend and I’m wondering if there’s a side effect of the femera? or if I was just having one of those weekends. what’s nice is that my focus is about 90 percent on wedding stuff so for once I’m not thinking about or stressing about trying to conceive. on the other hand this small wedding has gotten so much larger and there’s so much more to prepare and I literally make myself sick worrying about what’s left to do and if I’m going to be able to.
I have ignored phone calls text messages Facebook messages and Tumblr all weekend because I feel like right now or just may be at least for the weekend I just needed a break.